Monday, May 12, 2008

Am I here today?

I don't really feel up to posting. My crotch bone is KILLING ME. I can't stand, I can't walk, I can't get dressed, I can't sit or do anything without it hurting. All that feels good is laying on my left side. It seriously feels as if his head is almost sticking out of me and what's worse is when he puts his hands and sharp fingernails up around his head and it feels like they are hanging out of me. I know, not a visual you want to hear, but it's the truth. PAIN PAIN PAIN and more FREAKIN PAIN. He's kicking me so much in this one spot on the top of my belly that I SWEAR it's bruised because now it's severely tender.

My poor kids are being forced to stay indoors while I lay in pain. Today we made it out to go visit the pet store so Kora and Miah could look at all the kitties, birds and lizards but even just that small trip was a killer.

We also had to go to the pediatrician again for our weekly visit it seems. Kora got poison ivy on her back on Saturday and it's made it's way up to her shoulder, forehead and now eyes. Interesting fact: I found out that it doesn't spread from itching or touching. It spreads ONLY from the original sap. SO, she's getting more of it from touching something she had on the day she got it. Like her shoes?? Or maybe she got it on her clothes and then laid on her bed and is getting more of it each time she lays down?? Very interesting. It was nice to be greeted BY NAME from all the nurses and doctor. How embarrassing is that? I told them we might as well just rent a room there in the office for easy access.

The finale of The Bachelor is on tonight. I'm rooting for Shane. She annoyed me at first but I've grown to like her a lot and I'm pretty sure she's the one!

Austin got a new room. I know everyone was worried about him (not really) but you don't have to worry anymore.

7 comments:

Valinda said...

Yay for Austin! Oh no! For Kora. Does this mean he has internet in his room now? And decor that doesn't include gardening tools? I hope you figure out the source of the sap. I don't know how you make it through everyday, you're my hero!

Bill and Tara said...

sheesh Jess! I thought LAST year was supposed to be the crazy one in your life!?! (I know your probably thinking "Gee THANKS Tara!") Well, then you are seriously due for MAJOR blessings coming up after all this. But I can honestly see how that is very possible. Your hubby is an officer, which means better quality of military life, more adventures, traveling, exploring fun sites, family trips, etc. Once you get on a base, you will be spoiled at how convenient everything is right at hand, your family will be all together soon and completely independent, etc. Yep, there are some cool things coming your way girl! Just hang in there. Pretty soon you will have a little Eddie wandering around your house adding baby-babbling songs to your day. All this stuff will pass before you know it. We all love you, you know that right? ;)

Amanda said...

I FEEL your PAIN---- LITERALLY!!!!! I have been in pain lately too and so TIRED. Yesterday P had to be bored also and jump around my tired crippled body:( Sorry you have to keep going to the Pedi-----geeezzzz....

Roman said...

Get better KORA. I saw pictures of poison ivy on the computer. I'm sorry you have it.

Lindsay said...

you sound so apathetic in this post... i don't even know why you DID post.. it's like you AREN'T here. i never thought i'd be able to tell that from typing but i'm pretty sure that's how you feel. Sorry life sucks right now... your poor pelvic bone.

Lindsay said...

ps. i'm glad austin doesn't live in a shed now.

Janae said...

I'm sorry that your bones hurt, I had that pretty bad too. UGH.

Your baby had better be beautiful.