Thursday, November 29, 2007

Mourning and Sick

No...I didn't mess up and mean to write morning sickness, those are two separate things I'm currently experiencing - Mourning, and Being Sick. Sorry no pictures yet, I'm too depressed to do anything but type.

I'm mourning because of the loss of my beautiful dodge durango :( Yesterday they declared it a total loss which means it is no longer mine and I have to say goodbye. I visited her yesterday before the bad news (just to say hi) and then again today to take the remainder of my things out of it. It was really sad and I didn't realize I was THIS attached to my car but I AM! I love her. I never even named her and only had her for just over a year, but I feel SO SAD about losing her. When I left her today I knew it would be the last time and I felt bad for her sitting there all alone. She didn't get much of a life and I felt like I was betraying her by leaving her all damaged and messy inside. I know it sounds stupid and you probably think this is all a joke, but it's not, I REALLY AM sad...

Sick is the other thing I am. I went to the doctor this morning to get meds to blast this, whatever it is, out of me before this weekend because I'm back to partying. I told the doctor, "I know I don't have a fever, I may not test positive for strep, etc. etc., but I KNOW I'm getting sick and I don't have, "GET SICK" written in on my calendar so I don't have time for it." He was very nice and gave me some antibiotics even though I don't show symptoms of an infection and it's probably only a virus. More than likely, I'm getting sick symptoms because I'm so stressed right now. The insurance company is telling us that the value of my car is only 16k which means we would still owe 10k on it....oh mother. I told them they need to RECALCULATE because Kelly Blue Book says the value is over 20k and I'm not settling for anything less since we'll STILL owe if they give us that amount. How is it possible that in ONE SINGLE YEAR, the value of my car can 1/2?? I don't think so...somebody better do sumthin. When I found out about all this I told my parents that I was on high suicide watch so they better pay close attention to me. I can't handle talking about this, I'm getting all hot inside...

7 comments:

Amanda said...

Jessica that is HORRIBLE!!! Hummm...your scaring me into thinking I needed the GAP insurance on my new van:( They better pay for that car! I don't blame you for being sad at all.....I cried when the lease was up on our accord:( I did have it for 4 years and had so many memories in it. Take care of yourself!

Steve and Camilla said...

I'm so sorry to hear about the car problems. Insurance companies can be such sticklers. I hope it works out. Tell them your husband is a lawyer!! :)

Lindsay said...

That's so STUPID... i hate insurance companies!!!!! but not the salesmen (daddy) :) Sorry about your sick. By the way.. i told mica the ladder in Hobby Lobby story and she busted out laughing and we laughed about it for a while... it was past midnight though... hahaa.. i love to think about him "going down with his ship" hahah...CATCH ME.

SM said...

Oh man. I am so sorry Jessica. That all really sucks. I was very attached to my Blazer I had in Rockwall, so I know what you mean. That thing was ugly and beat, but I loved it. I hope they give you some more money. That really blows.

Anonymous said...

Ooops, now I see what gap insurance is for. I am so sorry for you, but glad I have it.

David & Teresa George said...

Mother says: Jess I still love you and am glad you have risen over the suicide watch we were dealing with. I am just glad you are alive. Tell me about the ladder in the Hobby Lobby story. I must know.
Love you so much
Mother

David & Teresa George said...

Jess you must tell them ALL about CAKE.

Love mother