random awkwardness

when i lived in virginia,

i felt like all the people there were blah.

they weren't exciting.

or nice to look at.

or very friendly.

they also had these banks all over virginia

called bb&t.

i nicknamed the state

the brown beige and tan state.

because that's what it reminded me of.

blah blah and blah.

turns out i have my own version of bb&t.

but mine is a lot of exciting.

and very nice to look at.

and super friendly.

izey loves swimming.

or shall i say,

floating.

especially in his pink swimmer diapers.

who knew they came gender color coded?

kora is a weirdo.

she acts like this the majority of the time.

she gets it from me.
i act like this the majority of the time too.

a few days back, jake had some friends over.
friends who don't necessarily like each other.
i don't suggest doing that.
unless of course you're kora,
who enjoyed the double dose of cute boys
a little TOO much.


as most of you know,
penny guy is trouble.
lots and lots and lots of trouble.
he can't be left out of your sight for a minute.
or this might happen.


or this.

or a busted lip.

which just makes him even MORE

irresistible.

so when he wants to do this,

you just let him.

sometimes i wonder

if i just think my boys are cute

cuz they're MY boys.

but then i realize,

that they really ARE cute.

and not just cute,

but kind.

and generous.

and loyal.

and courageous.

and sincere.

and spiritual.

and caring.

and much much MUCH more.
and there are 4 very lucky little ladies out there,

somewhere,

who have no idea how awesome

their lives will soon be.

well,

not TOO soon.

a couple of weeks ago

Lover and i were playing crack the egg

on the trampoline.

jake was the egg we were trying to crack

aaaaaaaand,

i think we accomplished our mission.

sometimes Lover likes to play

video games with the boys.

and sometimes i like to watch his cute face

being all serious.

they may be 3+ years apart,

but they are almost the same size

which makes for some

good brotherly fighting!
all

the

time.

gussy says,

"god? is that you?"

is my Lover hot or what?

and not only that,

he's pretty smart too.

he picked me didn't he?